I've known what to do for years.  I've always known what I was going to do.  I do not need a guide to tell me my path I should follow.  I do not need a life of pointless routine.  I've known the life I can live in my head now for years.  I've got the drive, I've got the soul, I've got everything I need in my mind.  Now all I have to do is create all that I am thinking and execute.  I've known all along.