Today I felt that thing in me again stir a little bit inside me.  That thing I thought I could put away for good.  I was at the DMV waiting to get my license renewed when I was called up and got my eyes checked and thought all was good until I had to take a fucking test like I was in the 5th grade again.  All the signs questions were obvious up until I got the 8th ambiguous question.  Torn between what to choose for an answer I went with my gut and touched the screen.  I failed the test because of one question and at that point I wanted to express what was in me so I mumbled mother fucker about 20 times and I am sure the lady heard me.  I really wanted to kick the shit out of the computer system, but instead I walked out saying mother fucker.  Not that I need to remain perfectly calm, but I don't think I went too overboard, I mean it's the DMV for christ sakes.  give me a break fucking authority.