Some days are really good and some days are just really fucking bad.  Between that are days that start out either great or shitty and get better or worse depending on what mishaps or fortunes I run into.  Today is a bit weird.  I am going back and forth between being really shitty and really high on life.  The high on life is coming from my music and coffee, which those two combined are my waking dreams.  The shitty part so far comes from the shit in other people transferring over to me.  I couldn't imagine myself coming in no contact with anyone, but by no means am I am social butterfly.  It is important for me to pick the right people to be friends with.  I don't know how many people throughout the day I accidently piss off but I do not mean anything by it.  I would like to think that's the same way when I get upset at someone who did something or said something that upset me.  I would like to think they didn't even mean it.  I act like I am hard as rock but I am shattered easily when it comes to peoples actions towards me, if it's negative of course.  Some people think I'm a dick, but I know in myself otherwise.  I'm just a guy trying to carry out a dream and in the process I can fuck a lot of people over by appearing selfish.