Holy shit.  I feel like screaming out of joy right now.  I feel so good getting out of the house after a month of sitting in my dark room making little music for myself.  I am at Starbucks at the moment and I came here to read psychology text for school.  I can't even focus I am so excited about everything for some reason.  I am very elated and different.  I can feel spring right around the corner ready to take my hand and guide me to something new.  I am very hopeful today and alive.