I have to say this.  I am so tired of routine and being stuck in my life day after day.  Constantly I try to go about my day and try new things, but honestly I cannot find something different to do without feeling like I have already done this particular thing.  My music is being affected by this everyday.  With no inspiration, I find it very difficult to keep my dream alive.  At one point I had considered just packing my shit and heading out of town, towards somewhere I could be alone and have my own space.  I hate to say it, but I am sick of familiar faces, places, and ways of living my life here.  I have no choice.