Thoughts are going in and out of my head constantly. The world does not fucking stop for a second. All of these motherfuckers around I just want to blow some of their heads off. Oh how many fucking heads there would be. I see politicians on the tv and all I can think is what a fucking miserable liar they must be. Everyone is a liar. Everything is a lie. Believe nothing. Believe in nothing. If I could I would fix this, but now all I want is for someone to fucking die. I'll start with the neighbors. The mother fucking dope heads can just kill themselves for all I care. I would love to see a massacre in the neighborhood, the bodies piling on the sidewalks. That way I could walk around again without feeling watched all the fucking time. I want to burn it all down, those fucking apartments, and watch them die, one by one. But I know I will never get my way, for now, they will just destroy themselves, by themselves, in the process taking everyone with them, except me because I am getting the fuck out of this place.