I was dreaming today and realized exactly what I want in my life.
Of course everyones dream is to be free, but what is free exactly?
To me it is this, this is my dream.
owning multiple tiny houses in different locations in the United States
Having one near a beach or on the beach in Santa Monica
Being an established musician, meaning I work when I want on what I want to be working on, creating what I want to be creating how I think I should be creating it without an entity behind me telling me what and how to create.
Having my own space to myself and having ample amount of reflection time on the beach
Being free from debt
Have a good education behind me
Write a book
Read books by the sea
Never losing my sense of wonder
Having enough money to live on and travel with
Having good security for my tiny homes
Secluded but not cut off from society
Many connections and many friends
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The problem is I am stuck in the present and have less and less time to focus on the future of having all of this.  It is a dream, but I believe in my dreams and am doing my best to keep that alive, no matter how many times I tell myself I am stuck.  Working hard, learning, creating.