I'm sorry for being an asshole and deleting you, I shouldn't have done that and I'm surprised you saw my note. I'm sorry nothing has gotten better, I hope I wasn't a cause of that. I never knew what to do or say to you about your life, just keep trying and never let self doubt take control of you. I look at your tumblr and see how many nice things are said about you. Don't hate yourself because there is nothing to hate in you. You are in fact a beautiful person. I just believe that things could have been different, or in other words I don't know what the fuck went wrong. I think about you and just wanted you to know that. Hang in there.