and i complain because i actually get up out of my bubble and try. when i do try i get let down. you let me down and i have a suck ass job, so that is room to complain a little. i never put you down, i only tried to help you spot you weaknesses so you can turn them into strongsuits, but people dont change i learned.  you gave the relationship zero effort and told me shit lies the entire time. thats what i get huh