In my life I have covered a lot of ground. I have observed such a thing by looking back on pictures throughout the past couple of years...I have observed who I used to be and who I am now...I am changing...I am growing...I feel like I'm changing into something I never wanted to be...there is good and bad, I feel bad...when will I learn? when will I change for the better?...if only I could get it together...if only I could organize myself...if only I could be what I wanted to be in the first place...if only I could, then I would...change the world like I knew I would do with what I had to offer...is what I had to offer gone? is what I had inside dead...am I dead inside?...will I ever get a seed in me again and let it grow into something beautiful for the world to see...something I thought I had growing for years...will I ever come back again full circle...will I ever make a difference...I used to have a purpose...all that remains is me...I guess that's all I ever was, just me.